Thursday, March 22, 2012


That title is bad I know...but it's been what's going on around here.

A week ago Tuesday I suddenly, and somewhat unexpectedly, lost my job.  I was called into the conference room and the door closed behind me.  I broke out in hives.  I was told that they needed to upgrade my job and that they had hired a CPA who could do my job and the hired out CFO's job and they couldn't afford to keep me around.  They told me to take an hour, clean out my personal affects and bye bye.


Sh!t, I just lost my job.  What am I going to do?

On top of all this is the drama going on with Hubby's family.  Dad had knee replacement surgery and was in rehab.  Mom finally fessed up about chest pain and shortness of breath and was found to have clogged arteries.  A week ago today she had three stents put in.  Sister went down to help out and ended up in the ER with severe abdominal pain and then in surgery that night to remove a cyst on her cervix.  Hubby flew down on Monday and is finally flying back home today.

We have pulled A out of daycare three days a week and G is out of the am and pm program at school and is taking the bus every day.

A wears me out.  Completely.  A needs my attention  And she whines......UGH.  However, I apparently wear her out too but she went to bed with no problems yesterday and slept until almost 8am this morning.

Now I have to try to figure out what I want to do when I grow up.  UGH, I'm 41 and have no idea.  I'd love just to be able to stay home thru the summer....and then figure something out but I don't think that will fly with hubby at all.

I'm tired of taking a job just to make money.  I want to enjoy what I do and make money at it.  I need to be creative.  But what do I do?  UGH!!!!!  WHAT DO I WANT TO BE WHEN I GROW UP!!!???????


And now I'm trying to find out about unemployment since I am still being paid thru the company thru April.